I don’t know how could I say. I am not have a personal problem. OH No. Every people have personal problem. But not to BIG as my Mother and Father.
When I am with friends. There all. Almost 2 people sometimes make a little joke. But for me it’s will make me flash back to old story. But seriously. I am hating, and not ready for make a Love or whatever related.
In naturally, Love is from Human beings. But. I am not ready. I repeat again and again. I am not ready. Please understand.
Hmm. But Yea. I have love someone before, but just want to forget it at the moment. Until now I am. Sometimes I have contacted her via msg via phone to phone. She is my old friends. We be friends over 6 years.
But what I do currently is, I am not promise or waiting for her. Hope one day I will married with her. Nop. In my heart, I have and do solf talk. I am not waiting. What I do is. Just always give advice & advice to her. And very Hopeness. She will be a good girl to the lucky futures husband. Yea thats what I am dream it.
Friends who are always on my side. Will not understand my situation. What there all to is, keep in blaming. But not supporting us. I am not understand why this happend. OH.. very sad and bad. Yea.. I really mean it.
I know what I am do. Only Allah SWT understand what happend. What is my situation. I am do because of Allah..
p/s: Nothing just an unstable emotional stuff here =)
P/s: Currently very busy prepared for examination this 1 Nov. So, please do not blame me if I forgotten something.